shan’s Blog

=) early in the morning i met u for breakfast.. while eating my fav dim sim   halfway there is this xiao qiang moving pass my leg… euuuu … my appetite all gone.. so i took the egg tart n walk to the playground with u..

i was meeting ye mama at je mrt 8am

althought very very slpy and exhausted  de u wanna slp but u still try to stay awake and pei mi to wait for mama.. xie xie =)

At last reached the training place.. wow.. nice.. didnt realise safra yishun so nice.. the pool is cool and the area is very homely…

Gosh juz when the instructor said we gotta do some high element stuff i was scare.. he brought us to the area so scary..

this is the 1st station

top view pool nice rite?

the training ended after we walked the monhawk walk.. which is trying to balance yourself on a wired rope and walk from pole A to pole B which is about 10m …. without teamspirit we will never finish it..

thank God for the weather.. =)

after that went north point 2 and shop with mama.. bought 2 clothes.. wawawawa broke liao 90 bucks siaz..

after that went seoul garden for dinner =)

Today is very hectic.. my fren got sick and went c doctor in EMD.. after attending  QI meeting i received a call from ah ling.. so i knew i must go back n help to cover for that fren.. while tmr is ISO audit.. my CD book is giving mi a hard time i m practically going around n asking ppl sign like crazy… i took over my fren’s patients and helped her to  write report plus reading it myself while i got to pass over to  nite staffs.. i  was reali scare tat i will leave out some crucial things.. at last with the help of my frens most of the CD book has completed onli left some to follow up tmr.. really glad that after a super messy n tired day my fren volunteer t0 come send mi home.. so i would not have to squeeze with ppl on the bus or waste my money on cab.. coz I already wasted $30 on the BCLS card replacement fees zzzz.

my fren brought mi sunrise from coffee bean to cheer mi up.. after drinking my bad headache become better.. then when i reached home =( the first thing i got from my dad was asking mi to go c JUNIOr… to my horror..

His area was …. sooooooo messed up.. at that moment i feel like dying..here i tot i can pop my pills and slp le but.. everyone seems expecting me to go clean up the mess.. after one whole sad sad day.. this is wad i got to “cheer mi up”.

As i m cleaning my tears start flowing out =(… i called u , hoping to hear u sing san chi lao hu… but u didnt ans.. i was thinking u must be busy…so dun wan to disturb u…

then… i was really super sad liao coz like no matter how i clean it is still dirty.. tried to call u again but still no ans.. I gave UP…

i ended up  calling up another fren.. once he ans my call i m out of words.. i cried out loud.. and jye end up singing san chi lao hu to cheer mi… I dun usually cry de.. so i really freak him out.. i cried for awhile.. then hang up… and here i m typing this coz u asked mi why  i called u?  i understands u must be tired and haven eat yet.. jia U ba.. no tips nvm at least u got things to do rather then siting down doing nth?

Felt more better after voicing out.. recently has been rather down without any reason…mayb coz ppl around mi all sad sad de.. If onli 1 day when i m sad there will be someone shoulder’s to cry on … i think i need a break..wanna go to somewhere where no one can find mi…when will these come true.. haiz =(

haiya… i search everywhere but still cant find my BCLS cert… sianz lo.– coz of stupid ISO … i m going crazy liao…haiz need to spend another 30 bucks for that stupid BCLS replacement….. how how i wish i can leave with chelle… dai wo zhou dao yao yuan de yi hou… =( if only i noe i will sure go study with chelle tgt.. haiz regret ++…

I gonna miss u de MY aiai..

must come back visit us oki =)

on 12th dec 2012 i marry u muz come hor… if dun hab groom i will marry junior tsk tsk.. lol

总是　忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪　你才会给安慰
担心　短暂的晴天　随时都可能被阴霾收回
等待　有机会最坏也最甜美　我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你　所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

也许　太自由的你　心里面那个家　谁也不能回你不曾发觉　你总是用右手牵着我　但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远　永远隔着亲切　爱少得可怜
伸出右手　 想陪着你向前走　感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我　相信你会了解 (你一定看得见)
总在　埋怨过你的冷漠之后　又急着说抱歉
彷佛　向疏远的你乞求一点体贴　都是我不对结果　有可能最美也最可悲　我做好了准备

我一直相信　总有一天　你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现　心在同一边就能够听见　你说的那句　我爱你

I siao liao… tmr am shift now still haben slp..

after knowing that u sad and got feeling knowing that something really bad must had happened.. i trust u…i will always b in urside…  

i tried putting myself in ur shoes and ask if i m sad where will i be… the ans is probably to c u… so i got this wild thought tat mayb u  will be near my area or at my block so i went down to walk around and see..

Walk so long le still never see any hamster around…

promise me be negative for today only oki…

tmr will be the same happy u again…

there is nothing i could do at this time other that hoping u got company..

and being like a useless here blogging…

*After every rain there will be shanshine*

=D

….. lost….

this is the first time in my entire life that i really regretted rejecting a supper offer….

sorry… i should have sense it..

Cheer up, i m always here

在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一生幸福。。

在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。。

其实有些事情，真的是没得到的时候，最珍贵、美丽。

你是否分得清楚谁是你最爱的人，谁是最爱你的人，谁是你要共度一生的人？

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

A wise friend once ask me what do i see in a relationship?

1.Looks

2.feelings

3.The heart

if choose looks.. as time goes by ppl do aged and looks will be gone…

Feelings will usually change overtime… only remains will be The person’s heart… 

Having say, an Ah beng may look flirtatious…but if u get to know him better u may c a different picture, deep down he is very honest, not pretentious, devoted  and fun to be with as compared to a studious chap…

Thats why cover of a book isn’t what u think of initially.. its till u read the contents and then u will know which are the best books.. although there are times when the front cover of the book looks dull and uninteresting.. while the other  is full of colors and pictorials… but in actual fact .. the old and boring cover page book may eventually be the book u like best.. and cherish most.. (Do not judge a book by its cover)… the least most unexpected may b the very answer u are looking for….

After so long we went party world at last… 4 of us was singing =) but mine singing is the worst of all as usual LOl.. everytime b4 gg to k i will hab many song in mind to sing.. but when k-ing i cant even recall any song i wan to sing..after the session one of my fren suddenly acting weirdly.. although i really wanna noe wad happened but i guess this will remains to be a mystery… i will cherish this last outing.. mi na san thx for everything… Memories left behind…

1. farm mart charlet to stayin

2. ubin to cycle

3. night safari

4. bird park

5.sungei bulok

6.JB

7.sentosa (with junior )

8.escape theme park

9. to see sun rise(which i nv c b4)

10.  secret garden to dine in!!